Photography: Noah Valentyn
Styling & MUAH: Sjoerd Willemsen
Interview: Paul Hofman
For Amsterdam-born at heart Jackson Adney (41), the ambassadorship feels natural. He previously served as the face of Trans United. This year Jackson is one of the representatives of Pride Amsterdam. He grows visibly moved as he says: “With my story as a trans man I hope to reach others. Even if it’s only one person.”
Jackson was assigned female at birth but, as he grew up, felt more like a boy. “When I was 10 I had a very strong feeling that something wasn’t right. I was a lesbian tomboy.”
After keeping that feeling to himself for years, things only clicked at thirty-five. Jackson then decided to permanently change his gender.
A long and intensive journey followed. It wasn’t always easy, he says. “While you’re going through the process, life still goes on. The hardest part for me was the waiting. I wanted it to happen as soon as possible.” Jackson is happier than ever after taking the step. After his transition he is finally the man he always wanted to be. Laughing: “The more masculine the better. I even have a beard now.”
He stresses that being a trans man shouldn’t be seen as something extraordinary. “First and foremost I’m a person who just happens to be a trans man. It’s simply not relevant.” He also emphasises that there are no rules about how you should be as a man or a woman.
The role of ambassador fits him like a glove. “I’m ready for it and I’ll take it as it comes. With my story I want to touch people’s hearts and inspire them. Because even if the process can be difficult, there is always light on the other side. And always stay true to yourself, because no one else will do that for you.”
In the background his favourite song ‘Invincible’ by Michael Jackson plays. He’s his unconditional hero. “His music and voice bring me peace. He experienced a lot of hardship but also radiated a sense that if you go for it you can solve anything. And of course the song title moves me deeply. With all the ups and downs in life you become invincible.” Jackson is a prime example that you can be happy as a trans man or trans woman. “I can finally be myself without prejudice.”
“If I can do anything, I will.”
Pride Ambassador since 2018
